Hang tough Dragon. If ya can't handle the whole Thanksgiving thing you could drop in after the meal, have some leftovers, stay as long as you can be comfortable. You may be suprised. Your family is probably worried about you, not thinking bad of you. If you are like me you are probably being harder on yourself than anyone else is. Give them the chance to support you. If its too hard, you can always leave. Don't be alone today man.