Since I have come on Psych Central 16 months ago I feel my situation has deteriorated. I am disappointed that everything I have tried in terms of holistic healing hasn't worked.

I think I don't belong on Psych Central anymore. Although there is a social aspect of being on here and so many people here are wonderful...I have really most of all wanted to heal and improve my life and move on. I wanted information from Psych Central and in many ways I have received a wonderful education here. I can't take psych medication because I am allergic to it, and I have stopped benzodiazepines because my health provider will no longer dispense them to me.

Because of being alone and unemployed I am depressed and inactive a lot of the time. I don't have a pet. I tend to ruminate about my life and I only see the negative. That is sad because I have had some wonderful life experiences but they are all overshadowed by this present situation.

I feel I am weak mentally and physically.

I don't feel like I should come on to Psych Central and repeat the same thing over and over. It is boring.