Today was the first day in a couple of weeks that I can say that I felt balanced. I've been hopeful and I've had future oriented thinking. But in the last hour or so, I've started being really fearful that something was going to get me. Like something from the shadows. I guess it really started last night, but I didn't think about it at all today. Now I am home alone and I am worried that "it" will do something to me. I'm not going to discuss this with anyone for fear that they will think that I am "crazy." I'm not, I really feel the presence of something evil. I looked out my back door to see if I saw anything in my back yard. I didn't, but I feel like it's there. When I had to go and get my meds out of my car, my heart was racing for fear that it would slip past me and enter my house. I don't see anything or hear anything, I'm just scared to death. I prayed. I just wanted to tell someone because there is no one that I can say this to.