not sound Puritanical or whatever, but I sense some (hypo)manic-type stuff in the mix. Weirdly enough, at low doses, some of the newer ("atypica") antipsychotics/tranquilizers can trigger (hypo)mania in some people, especially when they're used with more "activating" antidepressants. At higher doses, these same drugs can usually quiet down a manic/psychotic person fairly quickly.
I'm not one to tell people over The Internet what to do, but I do think you might want to talk to whoever prescribes your psych drugs about all this. Hypomania is not necessarily a bad thing, but full-on mania, mixed episodes, etc....those can be dreadful, even downright dangerous.
On the plus side, if its not a full on manic episode and you're still functioning OK, a quick fix might be all you need, like a sleeping pill and a daytime sedative for a little while or something ((just an example)).
I hope you get to feeling better.
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