Oh my god. I'm going nuts here!

My behavior is so erratic. I'm looking at posts from yesterday that I made and I'm embarrassed

I'm so damn depressed, though. I have sui thoughts and I can't concentrate. Thank god im going to see my T and pdoc on Wednesday next week. I think I'll be able to survive by then -- or at least I hope so. I'm staying on track with my medications, so that's worth something, right?