It's not the first time that it has happened, but I can't say the feeling has been as intense in the past as it was last night. I tried to tell myself that it wasn't real but, it felt so real. I think there was something out there. I just hope it didn't make it's way into my house. I didn't see or hear anything. I guess it's paranoia. Knowing that fact does not make it feel any less real.
It's going to be one of those days where I lack confidence and I feel like no one at work likes me. I'm really not looking forward to today. I really need to be able to bring my 'a' game today. I don't have time for this. I hate it when I feel this way.
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"I knew who I was this morning, but I've changed a few times since then." ~Lewis Carroll
Bipolar I
PTSD
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