Sorry if I gave the wrong impression. I started wanted to go maybe a few months ago so like it's me who wants to go sometimes. Ive gotten over the initial reason I went to see my T in the first place so technically we managed to succeed in the sole reason I went to see year 2 years ago. Now were stuck on a hard thing and its just making me feel like a failure. She's been great and she's had clients seeing her for way longer than I have. We haven't failed I know that 110% because we've managed to get over 4/5 issues I'm having, this is just a bigger one.