Thanks for the posts. I can see how one would think I'm on a high. I have lucid moments when I can tell something is indeed 'off'. I don't want this to end, but I know friends probably/hopefully have my best interests at heart.

My wife hasn't said anything other than that I seem irritable than usual and she asked if I was taking my meds (which I am). I guess I should go see my GP. I don't have a psychiatrist - they all told me they were booked full (I think the BPD scared them away.)

I've been sleeping 7 hours so I don't know how I could be manic... 7 hours seems like a decent sleep. Though I took some cannabis and Seroquel last night to get to sleep last night as I wasn't tired.

Thank you everyone for your concern. I will keep what you said in mind for this lucid moment in time.