Hi. I don't understand the medication thing but that is your choice I realise. If I haven't supported this it is out of my own frustration.

Would this qualify as treatment resistant depression? Have you explored other routes available? I have recently encouraged a few other posters to talk to their psychiatrists about them. Yes, some are in fact invasive. They however are available to us because they work. In my own case ETC gave me my life back. TMS is becoming more mainstream and isn't such an invasive therapy (except for your investment of time).