Miserable today. Couldn't sleep bc of anxiety. Maybe caffeine too, i did drink a lot of soda closer to bedtime than usual. Work is stressing me out hardcore. I don't think I'm going to make my SGO goals. That's 15 percent of my evaluation. Of course I have myself convinced that I'm going to lose my job at the end of the year and I'll never find another one. Bummed bc I'm not a good teacher. I suck.

Hoping to feel better soon.