Slept 3 hours the last two nights and still resisting one of my meds because it makes me less "clearheaded". I have to keep in mind that H is not sleeping well either lately. My son keeps saying "everything will be alright." I believe him. He is plenty capable I think the problem is just that H doesn't feel that way in his heart and then he has me to contend with. I am just going to try to encourage H right now. I appreciate everyone's encouragement....