Thank you everyone for your kind words and support.
I do not even know why this is effecting me so much. I did not know the guy personally, but he as a person and a musician has touched me and touched the musical world that I live in. He was the nicest guy that you would ever want to meet and just because of negligence he is now gone....
I am angry and sad and scared all at the same time. I do not even know how to express what I am feeling. I have been walking around feeling like a time bomb since yesterday. Just yelling and crying and wanting to throw things. His music was beautiful and true. That is something that is truly perfect and now he is gone...
We are not safe in this world that we live in. There is so much pain and violence. This morning I clung onto my boyfriend sobbing because he was leaving for work and I was afraid. I have not been like that in a long time....
Very raw right now..

Jessica