If one more person tells me to help myself I'm going to do something crazy !!!!!! ( not meaning anyone on PC but people in real ) .
As soon as I wake up every morning all I think about is how to escape my life .
My social worker thinks by telling me its a lovely sunny day that I will want to go out and get back to normal just like that . what is wrong with these people !!!!!!!
I should be in hospital but they won't take me in until I do something real crazy .
I said I can't go out and she said I can because there is nothing physically wrong with me .
She makes me angry .
She said she might not be able to work with me anymore because I'm not helping myself .
This is the most stupid thing I have ever heard .
I guess the ones who are more sick get abandoned and left alone to suffer . what a stupid world. What a stupid system .
Why am I still here? Why haven't I put an end to my pain yet?