I wish I could work. I have had 31 employers and 45 positions in 35 years. I just can't keep employment.

I have never been asked to leave a job. On the contrary I do very well and tend to get promoted rather quickly. What happens is I suffer incredible anxiety about continuing to perform at a 'perfect' level. The anxiety gets so bad that I convince myself I will get fired if I don't - even though I am told I am doing very well. I sabotage the whole thing by quitting before my feared failure. And then the pattern continues and so on.

I am far from being able to try again.