I'm sorry hon I think you're maybe right, that the ones who are more sick over here sometimes get abandoned by the professionals.. it's very wrong.

I see you as a kind and gentle person who deserves so much more (I am too.. I sometimes get angry too )

Maybe we could set some very small goals, baby steps... I'm struggling badly too, don't want to be on this planet, don't often go out (I have physical stuff too which makes it very scary but the anxiety etc make the physical stuff even more scary )

I'm sorry, this wasn't meant to be about me.. I'm probably a very "bad" person