im trying to figure out what im going to do for this time in there so that im not just sitting around...

thinking about asking if i can get a 1$ word puzzle book from my dad or sister

any suggestions..?

im not sure if they will let me have any electronics... wish i could take my tablet and use the internet..

trying not to get cold feet... or feel overwhelmed... but its really hard for me to leave the house like this, then to put myself in a crowd of strangers... and to be so far away from where im familer with... ect ect ect...

trying to make myself believe it will be fun... but i know its not going to be