Meh. I just wrote a response and lost it...will try to remember everything...

I know it doesn't feel like you have acheived much, but you have survived and that in itself is an accomplishment.

Try not to look at your life and how you feel it should be, just take things a day at a time. I know that's hard, I struggle with it myself. I feel like I've gone backwards, I used to have a lot more than I do now. Hopefully I will get it back one day...or at least some of it.

You have a lot of friends here who care for you regardless of where you are at in life. I for one am proud of you for still being alive.

I plan on being online more (hopefully) as I've been a bit absent lately. So feel free to message me any time for a chat

(((((Só leigheas))))))