I can relate to raindropvampire-
Sometimes doing my job sucks out all of my energy. It takes So much effort when depressed that I then I end up spending the majority of my weekends in bed trying to recover, until I have to do it all over again.
I love my job but pay a price to do it. Sometimes having a job means that I don't have much of a life. Which makes me sometimes feel sad and pathetic and inept at life.

I really feel for those of you who haven't been able to work- it must be very frustrating... ((hugs))