well, it would be embarassing becauze ive been a little convinced that i have d.i.d. but what if its not dissociation at all...? just a rotten brain...
but my therapist said i dissociate... so i dunno... i just find dissociation so hard to grasp...

im scared that ill dissociate the whole experience... but 28 days is a long time, i dont think ive ever been absent for that long

not that im all the way here right now... but whatever

im just gonna make myself do it, even if i dont need it... maybe i do... maybe not...

thanks for the support, it means a bunch