What youre going through is very difficult. Its a wound that will take time to heal properly. Feel your pain but dont drown in it. Time and a lot of support will help you through this challenging period in your life. Lots of love, and activity is a good aid. Dont blame yourself, dont isolate, dont hold in emotions, dont dwell too much on the past. Look towards your future and what that will look like for you. Keep your head up and try and stay strong. Youre among others who understand your pain.

Sending good vibes your way!