I've been single over 3 years after my ex used me , my work got to me and debt problems, one thing after other , all my pals are married and I've got nobody , got my job that's it I've no future , way I feel a relationship would not work , I've had enough I've even jumped into a river at 1 am in morning and survived, try hang myself my pal walked in took overdose last week could do that either , but it will happen one day sooner the better