I think what you are experiencing is relatively common with BP Depression is hell and we crave hypo/mania so we fiddle with our meds. There have been a few times I have done this and also to increase hypomania as I am having so much fun. Today at least I want to be stable as the mixed state I am in that followed the hypomania is awful. From now I want to be med compliant and get off this rollercoaster. It is better to slowly get out of depression and hit stable than jump out of it into mania as in the end it bites you. Stay safe.