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Frankly, I don't want my family to have to continually suffer the consequences of my illness.

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Trust me, as someone who has "suffered" from the consequences of my husband's illness, my biggest fear was that he would decide to end his life. I'd rather suffer a lifetime of trying to help him than be without him. It would absolutely kill me if he died.

I bet your family feels the same way, AS.

And Perna... as always...