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Old Mar 10, 2017, 10:01 AM
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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear View Post
That ****ing long black train, it's playing again..

How long do I have to knock for

PS this is not a "big deal"

I "should" have been "over it" years ago..

After she had thrown me out, as she was "sick to the back teeth of me" .... she told a sub optimal boyfriend I was staying with (he was an abuser) how I was an "emotional drain"

And of course he had to tell me

Big ****ing deal fuzzy bear. Get a ****ing life



Exit line from T irl "get a life"

Wow. You know right? I'd never have thought of that myself..
You said "I should have been over it years ago"
Do you know what happens to me?
Things that i have been over them years ago, and I was over them, really, are coming back, "reloaded".
Not sure if this is a depression thing or if it is that I am a grown up person now and as such I become more aware about certain details (for example, hidden intentions of other people, their real "agendas", their flaws). And this is not for free, I mean, it is not innocuous to me.
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Fuzzybear
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear