There's something i feel that i cant name.

nothing happened to make me feel this way. i just dont know....

it hurts so much, makes me feel strangled, full of sadness, empty, hurt.

how do i find the cause?
how can i name it?

why am i even writing it here?
looking for support? yes, i guess...

i feel so lonely. i feel lonely, abandoned

its all a big mess. put it all together makes me feel as if im not feeling anything, just bad.

please, some help, someone say they are true, i am real, do not think about suicide, just close youy eyes and let it go.