I thought my parents were upstairs. I was in kitchen getting a quick snack when my parents just came right through the garage into kitchen. I of course jumped a mile and let out a yell (like I always do when they scare me, since I am constantly on eggshells around them) I had food on a napkin and just crunched the food up in a ball to throw away to get away from them. As I started running up the stairs to my bedroom, my father said "Do you know what this is??? (while opening a cabinet drawer). This is a knob.. Use it when you open the drawer because your fingerprints are taking the finish off the cabinets" So I said "I do use the knobs" and then ran up to my room to throw my food away that was all smashed up into the napkin.

And that is why I stay in my bedroom all day, away from them. You never know what they will say or do next. There is always something wrong. ALWAYS!!! my whole life i was taught I am bad, wrong, everyone is bad and wrong but ONLY my parents are right. If you disagree with them you are messed up!!

And I am almost 50 years old. If I don't make money soon I am going to commit suicide. And I already have a full time job. and also i'm sure my kids fingerprints are the ones on the drawers, but I get yelled at for it, but they don't. If I disagree with my parents over the color of a spoon, I am sent to my room and told I am kicked out!!!

The only way I see out is for them to die.