I'm done trying to be an honest goody little two shoe when the corporate world is dishonest at it's core. I'm sick of being so damn lonely and miserable while I try to build references and job experience while relying on donating plasma and other people's help. I want to do things that I enjoy but I can't without money. I'm fed up. I've done nothing but work and work on trying to build myself up so somebody will hire me but I have yet to have anything to show for it.

If something doesn't go my way soon I will just get some burner phones and pose as my own references. I will then lie about my experience and have those "references" who I will list as former employers be my "proof" I am also contemplating purchasing an ebook I saw online called "The Machiavellian guide to writing resumes, cover letters, and job hunting" which explains in detail how to lie and deceive your way into getting a high paying job and how to avoid everything that might get you in trouble.

Call me rash, but life is too short for me to continue being miserable while my youth continues to waste away. I am already half way through my 20s and I have yet to do anything meaningful with my life and it hurts while I see so many successful people driving their fancy cars and living their happy little lives while I continue to be unhappy. It's not fair!

Screw society and screw capitalism! If somebody won't offer me a job in 2 weeks I will take matters into my own hands.

This is all.