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Old Nov 22, 2007, 04:46 PM
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...sometimes I'd like to. My flatmate asked me what primary school I went to today (I thought she already knew), and we ended up having a conversation about the "event"...I managed to answer her questions calmly enough, but my hands were shaking - I'm glad she didn't notice. It's happened a few times before, too, with different people...I thought coming here would mean I could get away from it! But there's no escape, it's going to follow me wherever I go.

The conversation did make me realise how little I remember, though. She was asking how my parents reacted, how I reacted - I can't remember! Is this normal? I guess it has been 11 years...

Ugh...it's times like this I just want to curl up in bed and howl, but I'm too afraid. And even now, I still can't get it out of my head that I should be fine!

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