Well it can't be of much use if you're going to keep trying to damage it... Just saying.

8 months is tough, I've been there, I'm not trying to minimize or invalidate your experience at all.

There was a time I was stuck in the dark for 14 months, didn't believe it would get better either, but eventually the sun shone through and there was even a pretty rainbow to look at.

What if tomorrow is the day that your life changes for the better, would you still be ok with the decision to take your own life today?

You don't need something to live for, you are enough, live for you.

You matter.