I process better in written format than verbal - it allows me to see what lies beneath and make connections - I get many revelations from writing. I have been emailing T - he has been encouraging it even tho' I asked for boundaries - he said my writing is moving and profoundly beautiful. But.... I wish I had never started. It makes me feel closer to him than is true. And then there is waiting for the response. I agree with what is your thought process? What do you expect? Can you write and then discuss at your next session?