Have you clarified out of session contact with this T yet?

I wouldn't expect my T to read anything outside of session. I'm allowed to call and leave vm but she will only call me on work days. In a crisis, my choice is the ER. Sometimes I do write things, but I bring them to session.

In the past, you have talked about boundary issues with Ts. Reading your recent posts, it seems like you want more and more contact. I worry it's a slippery slope for you.