I hardly have any friends. Most of my friends are online. People always ask me why I'm sad. Sometimes I get sad because I wish people cared about me or wish that somebody cared.

I'm always alone and I'm alone because I fear that I'll get hurt again. People always seem to hurt me or take advantage of me. I want to be around people so badly and I enjoy being around people. Sometimes I look at other people having a good time and I feel sad. Than I think inside my head nobody would want to be around me because I look sad.

When I truly need someone, nobody is there for me. People always come to me though with their problems and I'm always there for them and give them comfort and make them feel better. Than I won't hear from them for awhile.

So tired of being taken advantage of and walked on. Do speak my mind once in awhile and let others know that I'm hurt. Other times I keep it bottled inside because I don't want people to be mad at me if I come across as mean. I'm angry for people taking advantage of me and anything I say comes across as harsh because I'm hurt inside by how many people hurt me, abused me, manipulated me, lied to me and took advantage of me. Wish that this hurt would go away and I'm trying to work on it.

Right now I'm feeling really sad and I feel so alone.