I've hardly slept over the past 3-4 days, maybe longer. I keep getting comments on how tired I look. This is not good since people at work keep saying this. In fact, I've heard the comments from them over the span of the last couple of weeks.

When I am going through something mentally or physically, I always want to pass off as looking healthy and doing fine. When my cover is blown, it makes me feel even worse. I even wonder if they will (or if they already are) starting to spread rumors that I am on drugs, because of how my eyes look so tired. Maybe that's half the truth though, because of the psych meds. The side effects can be contributing to all of this.