I've always claimed to be a stress junky to stay tip top game......but I'm beginning to undestand what.

Here I sit trying to relax drinking....but the Others keep worrying and blah blahing.....I find me so stressed trying to relax which drives the drinking to relieve stress, but....

I want relief.....but that's an impossibility.

There's only one way to peace...lobotomy.

Wow...can one request one like a vasectomy?

Going to look into this.