I can't stop binging. No matter how much weight I gain or how bad it makes me feel after. It is the only thing that makes me happy for that brief period of time. It takes my mind off of the horrible past and my sad present. Food is there when I am lonely. It is there when I am stressed. It makes me feel not so empty inside.

It is my new drug. I kicked a drug habit years ago and had no idea that I could become addicted to food. In my opinion, food addiction can be harder to kick than drug addiction, at least in my case.