So, I've always had issues in my life where I react (fly off the handle) in anger when I feel like I am being attacked. I have a overwhelming need to defend myself and my actions. I want to explain my reasons for doing something in such extensive details just to make them understand what I meant. I'm so afraid of making mistakes and being wrong.

I just left my job after 12 years because I felt like I was being attacked and forced out the door because I am different from everyone else. I trusted my supervisor and upper administrators enough to confide in them about my depression. As soon as I did, I felt as if they began to use it against me. They began to provoke me then when I would stand up for myself, they wrote me up for being rude and unprofessional. I've always prided myself on my professionalism and now I'm told I am not. I have been utterly shattered by these people. I had to leave to save what little sanity I have left. Now, I need to heal.