Hi Bizi. You have been hypomanic for a while now. Taking the Zyprexa is a good idea. What makes you think you are heading for full blown mania? Are you safe? Mania can be both exillerating and terrifying. When do you see your pdoc next? I know they have felt there isn't much more to do but perhaps there is, especially if you go manic. Try to do all the self help and calming exercises you know and try to sleep or at least rest for 7 hours a night. If you can wind back on the alcohol as it can drive the mania.

Take care. You mean a lot to us all. PM me anytime.