((((((((((((( dragon ))))))))))))))
Sorry I didn't see your post until tonight.
I'm sorry you are feeling so down and out right now. Please know that from what I see, you are doing all the right things to the best of your ability.
You have to remember this, the problems that arose in your marriage happened over a period of time. It wasn't something that happened one week....they took their toll over time. It is logical to believe that even though you have changed and are working on becoming a better person...it will take time to create a new life for you and your family with you. There are adjustments to be made, feelings to resolve and trust to grow once again. This does not happen in a day, a week or even a month. It takes time....sometimes many months for one to actually see that the changes you have made are made for good...and not just for the short run to get your wife and family back.
I'm praying for you.....for you to find your patience and your strength to get through all of this in the best way possible. Please take good care of YOU!
Hugssss
sabby
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