I'm sorry that you are struggling so badly. Is there an option to try a different therapist? Maybe you would feel better about opening up with someone else. If nothing else, reach out to her and let her know that you don't think the therapy has been helpful and that you don't think your ready to stop. I hope things get better for you soon.
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost."
~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
"I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group."
~ Anne Rice
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