Thanks for the replies. I'm seeing my doctor tomorrow, thankfully. I heard that lamotrigine usually only start to work after the 200mg/day, but I'm want to ask for another option because this med is just... weird.

But really, I was feeling WAY too good yesterday and I believe it has to do with lamitor withdraw, something rebound inside of my head. As it was so sudden, I don't think it's durable or even trustable. But not even my intrusive thoughts managed to bring me down.

Yesterday I had trouble sleeping. Had anxiety crisis and woke up wiithout being able to breath a couple of times.