I'm not a fearful person, most of my opinions are Always from past experience. I'm very logical, understanding & have learned to respect others thoughts. I've only been w/2 ppl in the last 30 yrs. Both ppl, being characterized under many categories of disorders. I just now began research on the, many, disorders- & still find that I'm not able to find what answers I'm needing. The last relationship was 7 yrs & that person discarded me w/no warning. They left me for some1 who's:: diagnoised w/chronic HEP C, has no home, their children are not allowed around unless supervised & the *newbie is ready to have another child w/some1 else (not my ex).!!
I feel the substance abuse *reason (for this detrimental act towards me)- is a cop-out! I get angry when ppl use their addiction as the reason they do all things wrong. I've been /have an addictive personality. I can relate to feigning for whatever high I wanted! BUT This situation is baffling to me, especially since I'm good friends w/the mother of my Ex.
I've joined this site after many weeks of research, hoping I would be able to get some feedback w/my issues. God's grace, my strength & ability to adapt to many changes- have got me this far.