Im so sick of this. I'm so tired of being hurt by her and being emotionally put down all the time. She's supposed to be my mother, all she does is hurt me. Im just sad and miserable with her. I wish she could JUST BE NICE. Why… what did I do to her? Why does she hate me. She has lied to me and manipulated me to her ways. I want her to treat me like she does her biological kids. I want things to be okay. But I guess it was never meant to be that way. I guess I deserve this. Thank you guys for listening to this pathetic rant. I'll be okay.
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