Hello kgibson45: I recall replying to another of your posts on this topic. I don't really know what to tell you about this. You're on a bunch of medications plus you've just quit marijuana & alcohol. To me, it seems to make sense you'd be having difficulties with your studies as well as with shooting. I don't know about dropping out of school entirely. Perhaps, under the circumstances, it might be worth considering taking some time off if possible to get things more under control especially if your lack of ability to do your school work is causing you to feel suicidal.

Beyond that I would think what would be important would be to make sure you continue to stay away from the marijuana & alcohol, & then to talk with your prescribing physician about what you're experiencing to see if there aren't some changes that can be made in your med's so that you can begin to function more normally. Once you can do that, then it may be at least a bit easier to come to a decision as to whether or not school is for you, at least at the present time.