Well this day didn't get any better.
I slept a lot. Just woke up- I remember A weird dream I was having where I was taking some literature.class and we were reading some book, while riding around on horses! Or maybe it was pigs? Idk. Very Weird. Lol. But more enetertsining than my life is i suppose.

So I am done with the freaking the fck out and allowing myself to follow the bad instincts of my depressed brain, to stay in bed and ruminate about my misery and crap. So. I am going to work tomorrow if it kills me. And I am going to take a bath (standing up in the shower is too exhausting a prospect). Then make an English muffin, so I don't eat brownies for dinner. And then do my lesson plans and then go to bed and then wake up and suck it up and pretend to be among the living.