I would like to thank you all for responding and sharing what you know with me. I'm sure i'll re read this a few more times. I've taken in all that you've said and i see where this makes more sense to me now. I'm not so confused.

I'm going to just take it slow and not try to think about it so much. Try and let some of this clutter in my head dissipate, so that maybe i can see clearer. I dont really like being on the fence here, but i'm sitting now. Hopefully one day soon i 'll jump down to one side and know what im going to do. Until then, I will continue to search .

((((((((Cy)))))))))))))
(((((Depressme))))))))))))))
(((((((((Rayna)))))))

...and Depressme. You can hijack a thread of mine at any time.

(((((((((Split))))))) I'm glad you came back too.