I live with my parents, which is not the dream.
I unfortunately had to move back home when my relationship broke down. As an adult who has had a mortgage this is an almost impossible situation to get back into.
My mother, although I don't particularly get along with her, I can handle living with her more than my dad.
My dad interferes too much. He feels the need to be a dad and tell me what to do, despite the fact I'm nearly 27.
Honestly I thought we had finally moved on but tonight I was proved wrong. I do not need him to come into my room and tell me I should be asleep. I know this. And him telling me is never going to help. It makes it worse if anything.
Nothing I say seems to get through to him, he is right and I am wrong. I can't afford to move otherwise I would not be living with them. At this moment it feels like there is nothing I can do to make this bearable, I'm at a loss.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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