Not feeling well, at all. I feel like I want to crawl out of my own skin. I want to hit something, cry and run away all at the same time. My head feels like it's moving too fast for me to slow it down and understand what's really going on. I've slept almost continuously for the past two days, and now I'm wide awake.

My bipolar sibling called today and was spouting a flight of "new" ideas (which aren't new because we've been there and done that many, many times but I didn't point this out). I was feeling irritated after the phone call because I really can't deal with everyone's problems all at once. Especially when it feels like my own head might implode at any point. I don't know if conversations can trigger mood swings, but it certainly felt that way.