I feel like every day, I am struggling with cleaning my house. I have started to hate making lists for what to do, because at the end of the day it's a list of things I didn't get done. I get some done but most of it doesn't get done.
I feel like I am doing so much cleaning most days, but yet my house almost never looks clean for long (I do have two small kids so that doesn't help) and I have no energy or motivation for much else other than keeping things clean.
I need to bring some books and dvds back to the library, but that requires getting them all together, packing them in a bag, getting kids ready to go out and packing the diaper bag. Then actually getting out the door and on a bus to the library.
I have almost no motivation to do things lately because it takes too much effort.
I am on Ritalin 20mg SR which helps a lot because if I don't take it, I have severe brain fog to the point that I cannot focus or get a single thing done. So it is helping but it doesn't help with my motivation, or my terrible impulsiveness.