Thanks. He emailed me last night and said he had a virus so wasn't able to respond to the email and that he probably would have to cancel the session this morning. He txt me quite early and cancelled.

:-(

I feel very small. I txt him back 'ok. hope you feel better soon'. but i feel very small :-(

maybe he got sick 'cause of me? i mean he really did get sick... but 'cause he was worried bout dealing with me?

magical thinking.. but still. i feel very small