Dax you in no way deserve to be treated badly. That is her problem not yours dear. There's one thing I have noticed in life and that's you can't make someone love you....and who would want to? If love is not natural and from the heart I would rather not have it at all. Because what they would be giving is conditional, fake love. But you know as long as you know that, you can look for that real love somewhere else, in someone else. Can I ask how old you are? Male /female? In the USA or not? Why I'm asking this is that you may have to do something that feels your heart with love and get love in return. Like volunteering for the elderly, they feel unloved and that the family has turned their back on them too, or maybe a vets office or humane society if you love animals. Love is such a give and take, you have to get some love in return for whatever you do. But don't get into the habit of doing things for people to make them love you. You are setting yourself up for a lot of heart break doing that. Do you have a counselor?